My life and looksmaxxing
im 17 years old. i have been wanting to date girls since i was 14 and thats the time i started chasing them, but since i was a ltn or maybe evena sub-5, i got 0 to no good looking biches. i mean in standard rating, i was the most handsome in my class, but still i had no social life and was highly depressed and anxious, so i havent really had much exposure until now. i have many friends who ar e ltns, sub-5s and shit but they are in relationship with beautiful women and this shit hasnt hapenned just once but everytime. fuck noel, that guy got 3 beautiful exes and hes a fucking ltn. mfker, i am a decent looking guy whos a solid 5.1 mtn. why the fuvk cant i bag any girls on instagram? bitch, even the 2s rejected me. and lets talk about life like everyday scenario. im just 166 cm at the moment, and holy shvt, i watch 90percent of the guys taller than me. i an 60 kilos which doesnt make me skinny at all. im doing the skincare, bonesmashing, gym, cardio, jawline execises and other looksmaxxing habits and especially BANDED SLEEPING for my height growth. But shvt takes time and im impatient. all i want is to feel like a htn, get treated better and bag girls i find hot. Lately, ive been obsessing over looksmaxxing content because it feels so fucking real. but only it for most of the part. i do take anti anxietty and depressants and have been on more than 12 therapy sessions in the past, but like considering the brutual reality of the blackpill, how do i not let it fuck up my mental health? i feel so damn obsessive, hopeful, potential, but also insecure and like a goddamn dwarf at the same time. any advice would really be appreciated.
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